Its about time that i let out all this bullshit Ive been holding in over the last few months. First off Ill start with the women in my life that have be so nice to screw me over at every chance they can get.Barb what is your problem I mean I was there for you whenever youo needed that someone to lean on I gave you the world even part of my heart when you needed funds I was there.when you needed a friend and no one was there I was. You said I was your best friend yet you still treated me like shit. No more. I said I would always be there for you well guess what not anymore.I wouldn't cross the street to piss on you if you were on fire. You lie,Everything has to be about you ,YOu steal from the only person who still had faith in you,You tried to change me ,You take advantage of the people who care,and even though it not my buissnes you say how much you want to get your life straight and get your daughter back you keep acting like a teenager shit you called like maybe five times since you came here. Your reaaly doing a great job of that.how can you just take advantage of me when in your own words max you are the nicest person I ever met you do so much for me and I appreciate it. Yeah nice way to show it. You are my definition of a selfish bitch.
Candace, I dont even know where to start with your dumb ass! First you kicked me out so you could hook up with your little nineteen year old, Leave me homeless knowing I had no place to go and knowing I had given up everything I had to live with you.Now you show up and give me the Im sorry speech and tell me you want me back.What ever made you think I would even consider that?Hell your still with you little man,Why would you even trip like that? Do you really think I would let you do the same thing to him as you did me?You couldnt even have the decency to give me the money you owed for both of my phone bills when I was broke and trying to find a place to stay not to mention fronting the ten bucks to send me the pictures of my son> Come on its ten bucks for christ sake and you know those pictures are my only prized possesion.Imean if things were the other way around Id be sending them asap.
Trish.You took the only thing in my life that really mattered to me .You never even gave me enough time to really say good bye to my son,and then to add insult to injury you copletely cut off all comunication . Remember when you used to sit up and cry because you never knew your father,You would always say I would never want my son to grow up like that .Well guess what you are letting that same thing happen to OUR son thats right our son not your son!So many unreturned phone calls so many unanswered letters. I gave you all I could and that wasnt enough ,What did I ever do to you That you had to tear my soul out and spit on it
Ashleigh you I only have one gripe with.So many times Ive tried to come back into our sons life but you wont let that happen. He is just as much a part of me as he is you. All I ever wanted was to be in his life some how even in the smallest way.Is that really so bad. Was I really so bad as to not know my son. You constantly blame me but you did just as much wrong as me. But you are to good to admit it, At least I can own up to my mistakes and say yes I fucked up. But you are you and you will never change as for me you would not even recognize the person Ive become.
to all of you I have only a few parting words fuck you and all the shit you have put me through and thanks for all the sleepless nights I may have done some wrong but I never deserved any of this in my opion at least if you dont agree who cares .
